Well, here's my first entry, since my page looks rather empty without one...

I am a lesbian.

I had sex for the first time with a man last night.

It was very... interesting. It was fun, but it didn't have the same element of feeling as it does when I'm with my girlfriend Crystal.

I was at a bar, and I had only had two Mai Tais, but this guy came up and started flirting with me. He said he was gay, but I really think he was only saying it to get me to feel safe. We went up to a room together, and started to kiss (that much I'd done with guys before). He took an extreme amount of care with me, and I think that's what got me. With all the guys I tried stuff out with before, they were practically sadists, and that's part of why I'm lesbian rather than bi. I feel more for girls than guys, and they're so much gentler.

Anyway, this guy was really soft. (Or rather... hard) And I enjoyed it. It was sort of like when I was a girl and toyed around with my aunt's neon orange dil, only my arm didn't get tired, lol, and it was... nice. Anyway... oh god, duty calls.